late walks
last night, while walking in the neighbourhood park, i saw a cat sleeping on
the wall below the trees, and suddenly i felt this weird warm feeling
that i can't really explain. i was listening to the OST of "The Whisper of
Heart" and suddenly realized i kinda liked being in that moment. the wind
was soft, the and soft chants of the temple nearby, all seemed very..
simple.
this blog has been more of an expression of my life, which isn't all that nice,
but recently i've started to like my life again..
there are still a lot of contradictions in my life, but somehow my will to
live and experience it all hasn't declined.. the absurdity of it all, which
once felt so overwhelming, now feels much more "livable" and even somewhat
liberating.
i don't know why, but i caught myself smiling when i got back to my room
from the walk, and wished all nights felt like that.